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addiction
2 min read
I see you with him.
Dancing like you don't remember I'm here.
So seductive,
yes,
you're a posion.
Watching this,
it breaks my heart.
Baby,
you hurt me.
I hate it.
I love it.
It's an addiction,
and it's only growing deeper.
Hit me with your fist,
and scream you don't love me.
I cry everynight,
when I think about you.
Aren't you my future wife?
Why you cheating,
if you know you'll only be caught?
I wonder if you know....
Honey,
break me.
Bleed me out.
You know I love it.
It's an addiction,
and it's only growing deeper.
Every fight is another drug that's getting me high.
Tears fall down my face.
Blood runs down my flesh.
You watch from your dark corner,
smirking in the moonlight.
Darling,
you love it.
Seeing me in pain,
not even trying to make it all right.
Your my master.
You and I will never be in love,
because you only ever make it hurt.
I hate it,
but it's an addiction,
that's only growing deeper.
I can't break away from all this pain.
Keep me close to your side.
It's an addiction,
I can't break,
even though I hate it.
It's an addiction,
I don't want to break,
because I love it.
Your my addiction,
you and all your pain.
Jealousy makes it better,
with a knife sticking in my arm.
I made it all up,
it's all in my mind,
but it's addiction.
So hold me when I cry,
then push me away when I sound crazy,
because my love...
It's an addiction.
Dancing like you don't remember I'm here.
So seductive,
yes,
you're a posion.
Watching this,
it breaks my heart.
Baby,
you hurt me.
I hate it.
I love it.
It's an addiction,
and it's only growing deeper.
Hit me with your fist,
and scream you don't love me.
I cry everynight,
when I think about you.
Aren't you my future wife?
Why you cheating,
if you know you'll only be caught?
I wonder if you know....
Honey,
break me.
Bleed me out.
You know I love it.
It's an addiction,
and it's only growing deeper.
Every fight is another drug that's getting me high.
Tears fall down my face.
Blood runs down my flesh.
You watch from your dark corner,
smirking in the moonlight.
Darling,
you love it.
Seeing me in pain,
not even trying to make it all right.
Your my master.
You and I will never be in love,
because you only ever make it hurt.
I hate it,
but it's an addiction,
that's only growing deeper.
I can't break away from all this pain.
Keep me close to your side.
It's an addiction,
I can't break,
even though I hate it.
It's an addiction,
I don't want to break,
because I love it.
Your my addiction,
you and all your pain.
Jealousy makes it better,
with a knife sticking in my arm.
I made it all up,
it's all in my mind,
but it's addiction.
So hold me when I cry,
then push me away when I sound crazy,
because my love...
It's an addiction.
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Nothing important
1 min read
I feel like no one is going to read this soooo basically, I can say whatever. I'm doing something really bad that I used to do a while ago. I feel guilty but you can't take back what you already did. 
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Animal meme, WOLF
6 min read
Horse
[] You are a very physically-fit person.
[] You like to go out on runs/jogs.
[] You are a vegetarian.
[x] Strength is your best quality.
[x] People can depend on you for things.
[] Your favorite color is red.
[x] You like sports cars.
[] You think that a lowered suspension and better handling is the way to go.
[] Your job requires you to lift 50 lbs or more.
[x] Someone has asked you before, "Why the long face?"
[x] You like sweets.
[] Apples are your preferred fruit.
Total= 5
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Dog
[x] You are very loyal.
[] You are a very social person.
[] You have many friends.
[x] You would die for someone you love.
[] You love to play sports.
[x] You have a pet dog.
[] Your favorite color is yellow.
[x] You find joy in helping others.
[x] Your favorite food is meat.
[x] You have guided/helped someone on an outing before and did not mind.
[x] You would protect your friends and family no matter what.
[x] You may drool from time to time.
Total= 8
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Lion
[] You are popular.
[x] People look up to you.
[x] You hold a powerful presence.
[x] You have been in a fight before.
[] Your favorite color is gold.
[x] Someone has looked up to you before.
[x] You sleep more than 12 hours a day.
[] You are a morning person.
[] You think you have the best hair.
[x] You look intimidating to others.
[x] People don't bully you.
[x] You love the rain.
Total= 8
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Bird
[x] You like to feel as free as possible.
[] Most people really like you.
[] You are talkative.
[/] you feed the ducks when you go to the park.
[/] You have been on an airplane before.
[] You would like to fly someday, airplane or not.
[] Your favorite color is blue.
[] People say that you have a great sense of direction in life.
[] You have a lot of friends.
[] You have picked up a bird's feather and kept it for a long time.
[] You like to be part of the crowd.
[] Your vision is 20x20 or better.
Total= 2
Pig
[x] You like to eat.
[] Your favorite color is pink.
[x] You are very intelligent, or so you've been told.
[/] You are smarter than a dog.
[] You are not a picky eater.
[/] You have sensitive skin.
[] You like mud baths/facials.
[] You like to be pampered.
[] You depend on others a lot.
[/] You aren't the most active person.
[x] You love chocolate.
[/] You're easily angered.
Total= 5
Fox
[x] You like to make jokes.
[] You would like to become a comedian some day.
[x] You have pranked someone before.
[] You have a lot of friends.
[] Your favorite color is orange.
[/] You believe in true love.
[x] You love someone/have a crush on someone.
[/] People say you're sexy.
[x] You don't want to die or live life alone.
[x] You would like to have children someday/You have children.
[x] You like to help your friends and family.
[] You live in the suburbs.
Total= 7
Snake
[/] Physically, you are very flexible.
[x] You like to have power or take control in most situations.
[x] You are a smooth talker.
[] You lie a lot.
[] You can stretch your mouth very wide.
[/] You intimidate most people.
[x] Most people don't like you.
[x] Your favorite color is green.
[x] You don't have very many friends.
[x] You have more enemies than friends.
[] You are cunning.
[x] You like to be alone
Total= 8
Bear
[/] People think that you are very intimidating.
[/] You are not afraid of bees.
[] Your favorite color is brown.
[/] You like to go out for hikes in the forest/nature trails.
[x] You have brothers/sisters.
[] You like to go fishing.
[x] You like to swim.
[/] You like to go hunting.
[/] You adapt really well to extreme situations.
[x] You are very strong.
[x] You don't like a big crowd.
[/] You are fearless of others.
Total= 8
Elephant
[] You are tall.
[] You eat a lot.
[x] You have a great memory.
[x] Your favorite color is silver.
[x] You wear glasses/contacts.
[x] You like to travel.
[x] You love to swim.
[] People don't bully you.
[] You carry something special with you everywhere you go.
[] You are a vegetarian.
[] You would rather avoid a fight.
[] You have big ears.
Total= 4
Cat
[x] You are very independent.
[x] You like to go out on adventures.
[/] You're a cuddle-bug.
[x] You aren't afraid of mice.
[] You have a pet cat.
[x] You have a pet fish.
[] You have cheated death 1 or more times.
[x] You have been in a car accident.
[] Some people say that you're graceful.
[x] You are very quiet.
[] You don't like the rain.
[] Your favorite color is purple.
Total= 6.5
Wolf
[x] You live with your family.
[/] You get along with your family.
[x] You like to teach others.
[x] You have baby-sat before.
[x] Your favorite color is gray.
[x] People consider you to be a leader.
[x] You would protect family and friends if threatened.
[/] You like to sing.
[x] The nightlife is for you.
[x] You like to go to raves or dances.
[] Being social is a big part of your personality.
[x] You look up to someone and want to be like them someday.
Total= 10
[] You are a very physically-fit person.
[] You like to go out on runs/jogs.
[] You are a vegetarian.
[x] Strength is your best quality.
[x] People can depend on you for things.
[] Your favorite color is red.
[x] You like sports cars.
[] You think that a lowered suspension and better handling is the way to go.
[] Your job requires you to lift 50 lbs or more.
[x] Someone has asked you before, "Why the long face?"
[x] You like sweets.
[] Apples are your preferred fruit.
Total= 5
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Dog
[x] You are very loyal.
[] You are a very social person.
[] You have many friends.
[x] You would die for someone you love.
[] You love to play sports.
[x] You have a pet dog.
[] Your favorite color is yellow.
[x] You find joy in helping others.
[x] Your favorite food is meat.
[x] You have guided/helped someone on an outing before and did not mind.
[x] You would protect your friends and family no matter what.
[x] You may drool from time to time.
Total= 8
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Lion
[] You are popular.
[x] People look up to you.
[x] You hold a powerful presence.
[x] You have been in a fight before.
[] Your favorite color is gold.
[x] Someone has looked up to you before.
[x] You sleep more than 12 hours a day.
[] You are a morning person.
[] You think you have the best hair.
[x] You look intimidating to others.
[x] People don't bully you.
[x] You love the rain.
Total= 8
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Bird
[x] You like to feel as free as possible.
[] Most people really like you.
[] You are talkative.
[/] you feed the ducks when you go to the park.
[/] You have been on an airplane before.
[] You would like to fly someday, airplane or not.
[] Your favorite color is blue.
[] People say that you have a great sense of direction in life.
[] You have a lot of friends.
[] You have picked up a bird's feather and kept it for a long time.
[] You like to be part of the crowd.
[] Your vision is 20x20 or better.
Total= 2
Pig
[x] You like to eat.
[] Your favorite color is pink.
[x] You are very intelligent, or so you've been told.
[/] You are smarter than a dog.
[] You are not a picky eater.
[/] You have sensitive skin.
[] You like mud baths/facials.
[] You like to be pampered.
[] You depend on others a lot.
[/] You aren't the most active person.
[x] You love chocolate.
[/] You're easily angered.
Total= 5
Fox
[x] You like to make jokes.
[] You would like to become a comedian some day.
[x] You have pranked someone before.
[] You have a lot of friends.
[] Your favorite color is orange.
[/] You believe in true love.
[x] You love someone/have a crush on someone.
[/] People say you're sexy.
[x] You don't want to die or live life alone.
[x] You would like to have children someday/You have children.
[x] You like to help your friends and family.
[] You live in the suburbs.
Total= 7
Snake
[/] Physically, you are very flexible.
[x] You like to have power or take control in most situations.
[x] You are a smooth talker.
[] You lie a lot.
[] You can stretch your mouth very wide.
[/] You intimidate most people.
[x] Most people don't like you.
[x] Your favorite color is green.
[x] You don't have very many friends.
[x] You have more enemies than friends.
[] You are cunning.
[x] You like to be alone
Total= 8
Bear
[/] People think that you are very intimidating.
[/] You are not afraid of bees.
[] Your favorite color is brown.
[/] You like to go out for hikes in the forest/nature trails.
[x] You have brothers/sisters.
[] You like to go fishing.
[x] You like to swim.
[/] You like to go hunting.
[/] You adapt really well to extreme situations.
[x] You are very strong.
[x] You don't like a big crowd.
[/] You are fearless of others.
Total= 8
Elephant
[] You are tall.
[] You eat a lot.
[x] You have a great memory.
[x] Your favorite color is silver.
[x] You wear glasses/contacts.
[x] You like to travel.
[x] You love to swim.
[] People don't bully you.
[] You carry something special with you everywhere you go.
[] You are a vegetarian.
[] You would rather avoid a fight.
[] You have big ears.
Total= 4
Cat
[x] You are very independent.
[x] You like to go out on adventures.
[/] You're a cuddle-bug.
[x] You aren't afraid of mice.
[] You have a pet cat.
[x] You have a pet fish.
[] You have cheated death 1 or more times.
[x] You have been in a car accident.
[] Some people say that you're graceful.
[x] You are very quiet.
[] You don't like the rain.
[] Your favorite color is purple.
Total= 6.5
Wolf
[x] You live with your family.
[/] You get along with your family.
[x] You like to teach others.
[x] You have baby-sat before.
[x] Your favorite color is gray.
[x] People consider you to be a leader.
[x] You would protect family and friends if threatened.
[/] You like to sing.
[x] The nightlife is for you.
[x] You like to go to raves or dances.
[] Being social is a big part of your personality.
[x] You look up to someone and want to be like them someday.
Total= 10
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Devious Journal Entry
2 min read
PICK THE MONTH U WERE BORN
Jan..I kissed
Feb..I killed
March..I ran naked with
April..I went to a sex club with
May..I killed
June..I cuddled with
July..I had sex with
Aug..I ran shirtless wiv
Sept..I stabbed
Oct..I motted out
Nov..I slept with
Dec..I smoked with
THEN PICK THE DATE U WERE BORN
1..my best mates dad
2..a horse
3..a pornstar
4..a tramp
5..you
6..a bag of weed
7..your boyfriend
8..your mum
9..an emo kid
10..a homo
11..a whore
12..a 3 legged dog
13..a 1 eyed cat called lucky
14..your girlfriend
15.. a bisexual
16..a dog
17..a crackead
18..your grandad
19..a prostitute
20..a condom
21..a lesbian
22..a stripper
23..your dealer
24..your Nan
25..bin laden
26..a blow up doll
27..a nun
28..Paris Hilton
29..a condom
30..an alcoholic
31..a homeless Guy
THEN PICK THE COLOUR OF THE TOP UR WEARING
Black..cuz that's how I roll bitch
White..because I'm sexy
Pink..because I love weed
Red..because I have amazing boobs
Blue..because I'm a pimp an ur jealous
Purple..because I'm gay
Polka dot..because I hate life
Grey..cuz voices in my head told me to
Green..because I smoke crack
Orange..because I am beautiful
I motted out a bag of weed cuz that's how I roll!
Jan..I kissed
Feb..I killed
March..I ran naked with
April..I went to a sex club with
May..I killed
June..I cuddled with
July..I had sex with
Aug..I ran shirtless wiv
Sept..I stabbed
Oct..I motted out
Nov..I slept with
Dec..I smoked with
THEN PICK THE DATE U WERE BORN
1..my best mates dad
2..a horse
3..a pornstar
4..a tramp
5..you
6..a bag of weed
7..your boyfriend
8..your mum
9..an emo kid
10..a homo
11..a whore
12..a 3 legged dog
13..a 1 eyed cat called lucky
14..your girlfriend
15.. a bisexual
16..a dog
17..a crackead
18..your grandad
19..a prostitute
20..a condom
21..a lesbian
22..a stripper
23..your dealer
24..your Nan
25..bin laden
26..a blow up doll
27..a nun
28..Paris Hilton
29..a condom
30..an alcoholic
31..a homeless Guy
THEN PICK THE COLOUR OF THE TOP UR WEARING
Black..cuz that's how I roll bitch
White..because I'm sexy
Pink..because I love weed
Red..because I have amazing boobs
Blue..because I'm a pimp an ur jealous
Purple..because I'm gay
Polka dot..because I hate life
Grey..cuz voices in my head told me to
Green..because I smoke crack
Orange..because I am beautiful
I motted out a bag of weed cuz that's how I roll!
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Tags~
2 min read
Rules:
1. ---> You must post these rules.
2. ---> Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. ---> You have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. ---> Go to their pages and tell them you tagged them.
5. ---> No tag backs.
6. ---> No crap in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you read this". You legitimately have to tag ten people.
1. I'm bored
2. I went to a wedding today
3. It's hot in my room
4. I'm wearing pajamas
5. I'm on an rp withdrawl.
6. I need to rp
7. I'm staring at Jack Sparrow
8. I'm in love with Severus x Draco currently.
9. I'm a rebel
10. I'd be a slytherian who'd be best friends with Hermoine and Luna, back Draco up on everything, while being the best student in Snape's class. (Mostly cause he'd scare the living shit out of me.)
I tag~~~~
:iconxxMygrimfatereaperxx: :icontsukikoyochi: 
I don't care if you guys do this or not (you might have already even been tagged) but I did this cause I was tagged. I'm not even going to bother posting that I tagged you on your page (due to lazyness and eagerness to get to some SevDraco).
1. ---> You must post these rules.
2. ---> Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. ---> You have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. ---> Go to their pages and tell them you tagged them.
5. ---> No tag backs.
6. ---> No crap in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you read this". You legitimately have to tag ten people.
1. I'm bored
2. I went to a wedding today
3. It's hot in my room
4. I'm wearing pajamas
5. I'm on an rp withdrawl.
6. I need to rp
7. I'm staring at Jack Sparrow
8. I'm in love with Severus x Draco currently.
9. I'm a rebel
10. I'd be a slytherian who'd be best friends with Hermoine and Luna, back Draco up on everything, while being the best student in Snape's class. (Mostly cause he'd scare the living shit out of me.)
I tag~~~~
:iconxxMygrimfatereaperxx: :icontsukikoyochi: I don't care if you guys do this or not (you might have already even been tagged) but I did this cause I was tagged. I'm not even going to bother posting that I tagged you on your page (due to lazyness and eagerness to get to some SevDraco).
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